Part 1:
What’s the time/date now? 12:45pm Wednesday, the 12th of September.
What is your name? Cady.
Single? No.
Your age: 22!
Age you act: Usually 22?
Age you wish you were: ... I'm actually okay with 22?
Your height: 5'5". I, too, am an inch taller than Denny and could look Claire right in the eye.
Eye color: I think brown? Is it sad I don't actually remember? People don't usually see them.
Hair color: Brown.
Your living arrangement? Isolation. It's pretty snazzy, everything's all clean and smooth and the meals are actually different about once a day!
Piercings/Tattoos? One in each ear, but they're out right now.
Do you speak another language? Yes indeed.
Favorite Quote? I feel like it should be something Roland said because he is a box of laughs, but I don't quite remember. Or maybe Bertrand Russell.

Part 2:
Do you have any secrets? Yes.
Do you hate yourself? No.
Do you have any bad habits? Yes.
Fetishes? Not last I checked. Ask Claire, she might be able to tell you. (Not firsthand.)
Are we governed by free will or fate? Yes.
What is the compliment you get most from people? That I'm strong. A survivor. Et cetera.
What’s your biggest fear? Right now, it's a few people being wrong about what the next year has in store for me. And my Boards. Those too. (I know the next year, or couple years, have Boards in store for me.)
Are you a loner? No.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Probably.
Are you a daredevil? Not when I'm alone, but being friends with Claire and Roland ... let alone Tarin, who can actually get away with almost anything ...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?I don't actually think I know anymore.
Do you think life has been good so far? Life in general has been just fine. Mine has had its low points.
Are you confident? I like to think so.
Do people know how you feel? Not always.

Part 3:
Have you ever..
Hurt yourself? Not intentionally.
Been out of the country? Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick? Walnuts! Or, you know, the medicine I named this journal after. But it makes me sick, too –
Had sex? Yes.
Been unfaithful? Sort of?
Been in love? I don't know.
Done drugs? Define "drugs."
Gone skinny dipping? Yes.
Had a medical emergency? Yes.
Had a surgery? Yes.
Ran away from home? Yes, but not alone.
Gotten beaten up? No.
Beaten someone up? No.
Been picked on? Yes.
Been on stage? Yes.
Slept outdoors? Yes.
Thought about suicide? About Claire's.
Gone one day without food? Yes.
Talked on the phone all night? Yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? I've done this with some fair frequency with a few different people, including Mark who I was never in a relationship with and, of course, my brothers. I developed a habit of falling asleep on Cean fairly early on, too.
Slept all day? Yes, but not usually by choice.
Made out with a stranger? Define "stranger," while you're defining "drugs."
Thought you’re going crazy? Not personally. I have thought everyone else around me had gone insane, though.
Been betrayed? Sort of.
Had a dream that came true? Not a literal one, but I can refer you to people who do.
Broken the law? Yes.
Met a famous person? I think I might be one? But either way, yes.
Ever killed an animal on purpose? No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn’t tell? Yes. But I needed to. It really was for her own good.
Stolen anything? No.
Been on radio/tv? Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit? More like I've held one. I think. It was my concert?
Had a nervous breakdown? No.
Bungee jumped? I WISH.

Part 4:
Beliefs..
Life on other planets? Not really.
Miracles? Not really.
Astrology? No.
Magic? Recently.
God? Plural.
Santa? No.
Ghosts? Of course.
Luck? Yes.
Love? Yes.
Love at first sight? I feel like I should laugh.
Witches? No. (Just Eva.)
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever? Yes. I hope. Unless you're Claire. (*dodges bullet*)

Part 5:
Friends and shit…
Who is your best friend? Claire.
Who’s the one person that knows most about you? Heath, Armand, Claire and Roland.
What’s the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Take it slow.
Thing you’re picked on most about? My eyes.
Last person you talked to online? Mark, who just closed his email about a second ago.
Who do you talk to most online? Right now, everyone. Usually Claire, who somehow manages to get her laptop to work in Newhaven.
Who are you on the phone with most? Leah. Leah and I used to be phone mavens, when she lived in Italy and could only afford to call me.
Who listens to your problems? Pretty much everyone. My parents, my brothers, Claire, Leah, Cean, Mark, Roland, Tarin, even Cort sometimes.
Who do you fight most with? Heath, but it usually blows over fine. We're close-in-age siblings.
Do you always feel understood? No.

Part 6:
Last time you…
Smiled? I don't know.
Laughed? About twenty minutes ago, so that might've been the last time I smiled, but then again, I can't tell. I might be smiling now?
Cried? This morning.
Were sarcastic? Today, at some point.
Kissed someone? Monday.
Talked to an ex? An hour ago, because he's, like, one of my best friends.
Watched your fave movie? Monday morning.
Had a nightmare? I don't dream.
Talked on the phone? Really early this morning.
Listened to the radio? Right now.
Watched TV? Yesterday.
Had sex? I'm pleading the fifth.
Went out? Monday. It was my birthday. This is also going to be my answer for a very long time. "September tenth."
Sang? Sunday.
Said "I love you"? When Dad left an hour ago.
Missed someone? Right now.
Fought with a family member? Saturday? They've been nice.
Fought with a friend? A couple months ago, at least. Except for a couple of tiffs with Claire, but those are normal.

Part 7:
Right now…
What are you wearing right now? Scrubs.
Body-part you're touching right now: My hair.
What are you worried about right now? Graft-versus-host.
What book are you reading? Nothing new. Anyone want to recommend something?
What's on your mousepad? My hand.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Bored, bored, bored, bored and bored.
Are you talking to anyone online? Mark left. :(
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? No.
Are you lonely or content? Both.
What time is it right now? 1:09.

So that took ... oh, I don't want to do the math.

But, in other news, I think the rain might have stopped. It's hard to tell. But yesterday it was pouring, and I heard parts of Long Island and Brooklyn flooded.

Obligatory complaint: this IV really does itch.